But anyways, I was laying in my bed half asleep this morning replaying this conversation over in my head between two girls. Yes, I know it sounds weird, but I had a weird sleep in general. But thats beside the point. I got some serious revelation this morning while I was tossing and turning & I'm about to share it.
So this is the conversation that I had/heard/saw in my head:Boy: I didnt write that...
Girl 1: You didnt? okay!
*Boy walks away & Girl 1 & Girl 2 look down at her notebook... Girl 2 sees handwriting that resembles the Boys*
Girl 2 (Im guessing Girl 1 's friend? ) : Um.. HE'S LYING!!!
Girl 1: No...hes not! I trust him.
Girl 2 : *furious and confused* How can you trust HIM...?
Girl 1 : I mean until one man makes you not able to trust him... THEN, thats when you have the right to not trust anyone. But no guy has ever lied to me, so...I trust him.
Okay, obviously this is all SO flaw! lol But right after I thought of this conversation, I thought of this response:
This conversation is flaw. We always and, I can speak for myself here, but we always, always, always, claim to have "Trust Issues". Whether that be trusting people too easily or just not trusting anyone at all because of one persons mistake or betrayal. I am a main culprit for this!! We spend too much time fighting over trust with men (as in humans). I've always known in my head, yes we should trust God not men, even when I would complain about my trust issues, im like..'shouldn't I be trusting God anyways?...nah that cant be right or else He wouldn't of let this happen, God must want me to trust men'. I dont know about you, but that sounds pretty wrongggg lol. So when I thought about the conversation above, all I could think about is how dumb we are and I am. DUHHH!! HELLOO!!! We're trusting in the wrong things here. I think about it like this, If we trust in God , then point blank, period our trust is in the right place, there is no WRONG in that, no flaw, no "issue" RIGHT?! YES! Exactly. If you are struggling really hard to trust your boyfriend...or best friend or brother or sister and, you know, you're a little skeptical about them, quickly switch your trust to God and God alone. My theory is if you give your trust for those people TO God then wont he work it out, in reality its his relationship anyways...
Its funny how at the end of the day the problems we face turn out to be problems because we are not surrendering them to God. Its always the right time, tragedy or even triumph to surrender to God. Dont forget that even when it comes to our trust... God wants it. Trust is a HEAVY subject and even HEAVIER burden, & I am going through some things in my life where im like, 'alright Jesus, can I not trust ANYONE?!?!..JEEEEEZ!' But I think God wants me and you to know that its not about US trusting in THEM, Its about US trusting in HIM! :)
P.S- This type of message or mindset is so easy to see & can be easily forgotten about, meaning, seriously, dont forget that God is in control here! You can easily read this post and be like oh yeah!! Im gonna trust in God and then when something comes your way its like... oh crap, what do I do again?!
lol
P.S.S- Im completely preaching to myself like the whole way through this post... lol
God bless you guys! :)))))
